QUERONTE AWAITS

 Wednesday, November 3, 2021

 

Visit to the cemetery and taking flowers and candle to the people of my family Silvino, Juanita señora Antonia, Ramón Sabaté. During the night I had a vision of Mr. Graham Hugh and his. My ex mother in love seemed very sad and she was saying all the time “you crucify Suzanne”. it was a dream a nightmare. I knelt down an prayed for their souls. Perhaps that malediction that sin of mine was the cause of my unhappiness. Writing these line I am full of tears. I betrayed my great big love, god bless you Suzanne wherever you should be. O Lord forgive my sins. Starting November the month of chrysanthemums I can see the futility of life. We are nothing but puppets dancing in the string in the fingers of destiny. What my Fate should be? How many years still to go? Queronte waits but I dont fear